Reflection 9/21/21

 Today was an okay day, my whole week last week was hard because I just lost my uncle on 9/11 and that has me kinda depressed at the moment. Sleep is not an option at night anymore because i’m too busy up after seeing his face 1,000 times in my dreams, after my uncle was killed my family was unsure about how to handle things because a death was not a part of our plans, his death hurt us all and i’m trying to keep a strong mindset so I won’t crash out but man life gets deep during these hard times and the worst part is having to say goodbye. 

On the other hand school is weighing me down ALREADY, its not that bad but its a little challenging trying to keep up with my crazy life at home and come to school and get my work done, I am my only motivation right now and a weak mindset is something a female like me doesn’t need, I know I’ll get through this but my mindset needs to change.